Every love I’ve ever had has killed me, they instill my mind with their earth soil eyes, Fueling my desires with their hands, Imagining a future with him, enjoying him watering me with artificial fulfillment. When I was little I used to love plants, their saturated skin and admirable growth. And so I picked them. … Continue reading Every love I’ve ever had has killed me,
There’s a golden light inside of her begging on its hands and knees. Let me shine. Let me out. I want to shine, it pleads. The luminescent being sits inside of an immeasurable abyss, trapped, like a turtle in a box. Some days the lights radiance is enough but other days, the light drowns in … Continue reading the light
My mother gathered her old bookmarks, broken piano keys, all the pens in the house she could find, and chopped a sliver of her golden hair. She mixed these ingredients together like the way she did with her mother’s cheesecake and made me. She built my soul out of the words that stuck to … Continue reading Heirlooms
dear silence, i hear you screaming for me to notice and i do i notice you i used to fear you especially in solitude there were no interruptions to drown out the negative voices there were no distractions to numb the pain maybe i was afraid when you weren’t there, that my demons … Continue reading a letter to silence
There's nothing more compelling and intriguing to me than a human who walks into the room with confidence radiating off of them like a sun beam. I am in awe at the people that have these booming voices that bounce throughout the room and make their words flow like a beautiful river and somehow … Continue reading Quiet and Bold
My soul is longing for something more. I can't quite put my finger on exactly what it is, I just know it's more. I feel like the universe is trying to tell me, "this isn't who you are supposed to be forever. You are called to do something more, to be something more, to feel … Continue reading More.
Recently, I've felt super drained. It feels as if someone took me and poured out every good thing I had left inside of me and then left me exactly like this, to deal with it all on my own. I am exhausted. It's to the point where getting out of bed everyday is honestly a … Continue reading honestly,